Alright. Time to explain the reason why I havent been doing much or saying much lately. I've been spending too much time playing World of Warcraft. At first I didnt think I would get hooked to it, but I find myself playing that game every day. Eh. I wouldnt really be playing it if my friend/friends didnt play it. It wouldnt be fun without them. And to think I once critcized a friend of mine for being hooked on FFXI. I find it kind of funny but whatever. Enough about that drug.

A lot of things have been bothering me lately. Funny because those things that do bother me, I never thought they would. And the things that I thought that would bother me, turn out to be a interesting and somethng I can deal with it. A couple of my friends (they should remain nameless although they're going to know damn well who they are when they read this) have been VERY irritating. I'll be talking with them, and then they'll same shit out of the blue like:

"Oh. I'll just hang up and stop bothering you."

or

"Do you find me to be a bother? Are you sure?"

Thats what really pisses me off. If you're a bother, I'll let you know. And if you think you're a bother then fuck off, because I have no time feeling bad for people who think they bother me. Yeah I said it. I said I have no time feeling bad for anyone. I have my own feelings to deal with. Other friends to put up with and look out far. Don't waste time trying to make yourself look like the bad guy and trying to make me feel bad. You're just going to make my life a lot worse. And they seem to say this shit at the worst times to, its just so.... annoying.

WoW isnt the onlly thing I've been spending my time on. I've been buying Xmas gifts for friends, and I'm almost out of money thanks to the shipping (which was a pain in the ass) and I dont think I'm going to have enough to get my other friends any gifts. Oh well. Just goes to show things go. And I'm not heartless if thats what some of you thinking. I'm simply balancing things out. For now on, I'm going to think about myself slightly more than I think of others, because when I think of others too much that fucks my life up. So yeah, if I seem cold around you just keep that in mind.

I would like to thank the friends who have managed to stay on my good side during this dark time that I'm going through. As for the other ones, try not to piss me off too much. There is only so much I can take.



I would like to take this moment to be thankful for having an angel like:



She has always been there for me and I love her for that.

Thank you, my great friend